& you had to hate me that much did'nt you?

Why didnt you tell me that the day we first met?

I thought you were my friends.

I thought everything would be better here in 2/8

But no, you proved me wrong

I should have just stayed in KC

But hey, why am I even saying this

You won't care much would you?

Cause I mean nothing to you

& you had to tell people to stay away from me

The best part, you said that a long, long time ago.

Why was I so stupid?

Why was I such an idiot?

So gullible?

I should just end my life here.

The more I go through life, the more I hate it.

So whats left,

Is those painful memories of you.

These few days were'nt too pleasant

But thanks to the Yinyang Crew, I cheered up.

Special thanks to :-

RIN LOVEE,

FILZAH LOVE, 

AND CHRISSY LOVE

Without you guys, I would'nt know what's gonna happen to me.

Do something stupid?

End my life?

God knows what's in me.

I come home crying in my heart

Trying my best to change myself

But you,

You never gave me the chance to do so.

So now,

I won't even try

Not even for others

You changed the impression I had of you.

Im trying not be physical,

But one day,

If I see enough of the world,

I will.

And change,

To a person very different from me.

A bitch?

I don't know.

& Cheer up darling Rin(:

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